Mind Warping Chains by SoulEclipseDragon, literature
Literature
Mind Warping Chains
I beg to be removed,
From your mind games,
My request to stand tall,
Without your hands,
Do not start your talk,
If you can not walk,
Beside me,
If you can not see,
Then why is it said,
If your heart is not red?
Why do I still dance for you?
If we know it is not true,
To accept your crap,
To help your lies continue,
To make myself a bigger fool,
Just tell me I lose,
Tell me I have no reason,
Show me my ugly side,
Say the said, Let me end...
I stand upon the broken glass,
That is your hurt,
I cut, I bleed, and I burn.
I waited too long for my turn,
Why did I do this?
I just wanted to be me...
I have tried,
I have failed,
Yet to remain the same,
An eternal sacrifice,
Wasted tears,
On good years,
As the bad ones overstep.
Get off my head,
Don't touch my heart,
The pain is already inside,
I can't stand any more,
around,
I can't stand at all,
actually...
i try not to feel,
I try to think,
I try to say that i won't go,
Weak...
That Beautiful Night by SoulEclipseDragon, literature
Literature
That Beautiful Night
Am I scared?
Or am I just a fool?
A star filled sky dances above us.
A shimmering river flows below.
There we stand-upon the bridge.
Not knowing what the other thinks.
We stare, we talk,
We let the wind set us
Time sweeps us-soon
We lay side by side,
Hand in hand
We stare into each others smiles
Not knowing the possibilities
Do I kiss you?
Do I say something sweet?
Do I just stare at your pretty face?
Whatever might ?
I hope this night never ends.
Fade or forget,
Kiss the longest dream,
Cowering the illusionists scream,
Dance through regret.
Fearful; The frost like temptation...
Fearless; The dying desire...
Why won't you let me forget?
Did you know I can live and learn?
Is this your judgments burn?
Or is this your fun poking set?
Forgiving; I attempt my prideful stride
Resentful; you take away my pride
Fading from my complete past,
Attempting to throw all of my bad away,
But circumstance seems to always stop my sway,
Will this inner torment forever last?
Why is my happy place ? {Please don't go}
Going to shatter away ? {I am not throu
I thought about my secrets...
I thought of that time...
I was there again; crying...
I want to run and hide...
But I want to face my punishment...
Like a good little girl...
My face is in pain...
My eyes feel like they are on fire...
I rubbed the pain away...
My hands are covered in blood...
Take me back to reality...
I return to the dark room...
Music in my head...
Pictures in my sight...
My eyes still bleeding...
I return to the dark room...
Music in my head...
Pictures in my sight...
Wondering how long I was sitting here... [end]
I wish I could stare into your beautiful eyes,
I want to draw you close,
To wrap my arms around you so gently,
I so desire to taste your kiss,
One hand slowly caressing your back,
The other sliding further down.
Hearing your heartbeats quicken,
Feeling your breath grow deeper.
You give my cheek small pecks,
I slowly nibble your neck so gentle,
You *sigh* doing your best to hold back,
Still I caress your body,
Your hands now run across my body,
I try to keep from burning up also,
Our urges; our desires grow stronger,
We now know we want to take each other...
*I awake... alone...
I *sigh* yet smile...
I can only hope that you
You are my reason by SoulEclipseDragon, literature
Literature
You are my reason
You seem to fill the cracks in my decaying heart.
Like the sun at midnight.
You brighten my life,
And remove my gloom lust.
For my life without reason,
You give me rebirth.
I hope you are not a dream...
If so, do not wake me up!
Bleeding, are my tears,
Yet somehow you have turned them into pearls,
Will you pick them up,
Or come to me?
I guess only you know that answer.
Walking the Diamond sands...
I want to love you,
But I do not know how.
Nor do I know if you would let me...
Mind Warping Chains by SoulEclipseDragon, literature
Literature
Mind Warping Chains
I beg to be removed,
From your mind games,
My request to stand tall,
Without your hands,
Do not start your talk,
If you can not walk,
Beside me,
If you can not see,
Then why is it said,
If your heart is not red?
Why do I still dance for you?
If we know it is not true,
To accept your crap,
To help your lies continue,
To make myself a bigger fool,
Just tell me I lose,
Tell me I have no reason,
Show me my ugly side,
Say the said, Let me end...
I stand upon the broken glass,
That is your hurt,
I cut, I bleed, and I burn.
I waited too long for my turn,
Why did I do this?
I just wanted to be me...
I have tried,
I have failed,
Yet to remain the same,
An eternal sacrifice,
Wasted tears,
On good years,
As the bad ones overstep.
Get off my head,
Don't touch my heart,
The pain is already inside,
I can't stand any more,
around,
I can't stand at all,
actually...
i try not to feel,
I try to think,
I try to say that i won't go,
Weak...
That Beautiful Night by SoulEclipseDragon, literature
Literature
That Beautiful Night
Am I scared?
Or am I just a fool?
A star filled sky dances above us.
A shimmering river flows below.
There we stand-upon the bridge.
Not knowing what the other thinks.
We stare, we talk,
We let the wind set us
Time sweeps us-soon
We lay side by side,
Hand in hand
We stare into each others smiles
Not knowing the possibilities
Do I kiss you?
Do I say something sweet?
Do I just stare at your pretty face?
Whatever might ?
I hope this night never ends.
Fade or forget,
Kiss the longest dream,
Cowering the illusionists scream,
Dance through regret.
Fearful; The frost like temptation...
Fearless; The dying desire...
Why won't you let me forget?
Did you know I can live and learn?
Is this your judgments burn?
Or is this your fun poking set?
Forgiving; I attempt my prideful stride
Resentful; you take away my pride
Fading from my complete past,
Attempting to throw all of my bad away,
But circumstance seems to always stop my sway,
Will this inner torment forever last?
Why is my happy place ? {Please don't go}
Going to shatter away ? {I am not throu
I thought about my secrets...
I thought of that time...
I was there again; crying...
I want to run and hide...
But I want to face my punishment...
Like a good little girl...
My face is in pain...
My eyes feel like they are on fire...
I rubbed the pain away...
My hands are covered in blood...
Take me back to reality...
I return to the dark room...
Music in my head...
Pictures in my sight...
My eyes still bleeding...
I return to the dark room...
Music in my head...
Pictures in my sight...
Wondering how long I was sitting here... [end]
I wish I could stare into your beautiful eyes,
I want to draw you close,
To wrap my arms around you so gently,
I so desire to taste your kiss,
One hand slowly caressing your back,
The other sliding further down.
Hearing your heartbeats quicken,
Feeling your breath grow deeper.
You give my cheek small pecks,
I slowly nibble your neck so gentle,
You *sigh* doing your best to hold back,
Still I caress your body,
Your hands now run across my body,
I try to keep from burning up also,
Our urges; our desires grow stronger,
We now know we want to take each other...
*I awake... alone...
I *sigh* yet smile...
I can only hope that you
You are my reason by SoulEclipseDragon, literature
Literature
You are my reason
You seem to fill the cracks in my decaying heart.
Like the sun at midnight.
You brighten my life,
And remove my gloom lust.
For my life without reason,
You give me rebirth.
I hope you are not a dream...
If so, do not wake me up!
Bleeding, are my tears,
Yet somehow you have turned them into pearls,
Will you pick them up,
Or come to me?
I guess only you know that answer.
Walking the Diamond sands...
I want to love you,
But I do not know how.
Nor do I know if you would let me...
My entire life I have been labeled with titles. The very day I was born the people in my kingdom called me..."The storm child," because I was birthed from the sky on a stormy, winter night. I don't know who I am, I do not know my parents, but I do know one thing. I am a warrior, and my hammer is my weapon. My hammer gives me the strength of a 100 thousand-thousand volts, and with it, my enemies wilt from fear.
When I was 17 I went to war for the first time. No amount of training can prepare a boy for such horrors. But after seeing one of my closest friends get shot through the heart with a poison-tipped arrow, I
Come with me to the land of dreams,
A place far away from reality.
Where we can run and hide,
Far from our lives.
So come fly with me,
To a place where together we can be.
Swim the deepest oceans,
Brave the strongest storms.
Where we all wish to live.
For all eternity.
Current Residence: Michigan Favourite genre of music: I like all kinds, but Jazz is on top Wallpaper of choice: Maple Story Skin of choice: Andrea's, but that can't happen anymore.. Personal Quote: You know you love it!
Favourite Visual Artist
Andrea Dodge, Boris Vallejo, Myself
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Jean-Luc Ponty, Thrice, Fiona Apple, The Cardigans,
Favourite Games
MapleStory, Sudoku
Favourite Gaming Platform
Nintendo anything with playstation close behind
Tools of the Trade
My Mind
Other Interests
Music, Writing, poetry, Art, Video games, Reading,
I've been writing bits and pieces in a some notebook. I have ideas for new things as well as things i already started years back. I've also started drawing again, i kind of want to paint again as well. I've been gone a long time but I've thought about rebirth, true rebirth. A lot has happened, a lot of pain... but i am ready to turn it into power. i've truly grown from this.
Lately sleep has made no sense, I try to sleep but always wake up. I have been listening to lots of music in my room, I started writing lyrics to a song without word, and have found another that catches my interest. I have ideas in my head for something that screams dedication. I would not mind singing a song for somebody but i think they'd laugh or punch me, or do both hehe.
I know i still need to get some stuff out of my head, express my views and feelings.
Being a man makes people think i am one way, being my age makes people think another way about me, being a man my age is even worse, what worse is most people never seem to want to know me because they believe they already know me. you'd have no idea what kind things are on my mind and i tell you that 80% are way off... I know someone is going to tell me to not worry about how people think, but the problem is that these thought affect peoples trust in me and even when they know they can trust me, they find reasons to believe that....
on other notes... I keep being plagued with my art falling out on me... i feel like it all lacks... but I ke